Sometimes you gotta go . . .

So, according to the "Posted Date" on my last blog, it has been 7 months since I last posted anything on here. In that time I have left my career, my wife lost her job, and we are both currently floundering in that lovely sea of purposelessness. This is not a bad thing. Nor is it a good thing. It just is a thing. And while this thing is still hanging around I figure I might as well work out some of my frustrations, hopes and fears on this wonderfully articulate exercise known as "blogging."



First off let me state that previously I used this blog as a connecting point for my supporters (I was a missionary for those who are just joining in) and a staging point for some of my thoughts. When I decided to leave my job at the mission organization behind last October I figured that I had also left behind the need for this blog.

Well, 7 months and many late nights wondering "what the H is going on?" later I realized that this blog will always be necessary. This is how I process my world. This blog is how I attempt to make this crazy, fallen place we call Earth make sense. And more than that this is my shot in the dark. This is my attempt at contacting other lifeforms that want to participate in this conversation called life. This is the hope that someone out there maybe reading this and connect with the material enough to respond. I am Emilio Sandoz.